I know I said I wasn’t going to post for awhile because I’m focusing on packing and moving, but I just want y’all to know a bit about my current mental state.
My anxiety is always around; whether or not I can keep it in check is the battle I struggle with daily. A little bit about how I am when my anxiety rises:
- I don’t sleep
- I don’t really eat
- I lay in bed thinking but not doing anything
- It usually starts with bullet point #1–my insomnia episodes (like the one I’m currently in now)–meaning 3-4 hours of half-sleeping every night at best and gets worse…
I’ve tried three different medications and none have worked (side effects included: diarrhea, vomiting, uncontrollable shaking, etc).
So, I still won’t be posting here (other than this), but I am very active on Twitter, so if you want to follow me there that’s cool. If not, that’s fine, it’s just Twitter and social media is sort of weird. This is me—>here
But, I do have all of my posts upload there when I post them. In case you actually read this blog and don’t scroll through wordpress and see my posts you can find them there. And you can see me ramble about my life! (I think my ramblings are enjoyable, but I love me, so that’s an unfair assessment…)
Anyway, yeah. I figured I would be back when the weekend was over and I was all moved out and somewhat settled (so Monday night at the latest), but now I’m not sure. This moving thing is making my anxiety even worse…
I know definitely, definitely 100%, that I will catch up on my blog later next week, but probably not on my days off (Monday/Tuesday).
Thanks for reading!