My posts are going to be late

Well, it’s that annoying moment for me where I have to delay posts…

I’m going to be transparent (to an extent) in this post:

I thought I was going to have HANEBADO! out by tonight or tomorrow morning, but that probably won’t be the case…

The reason: self-inflicted anxiety due to my utter lack of respect for someone I’m hardly even acquainted with.

Yep…I pushed where I shouldn’t have and it resulted in me realizing how much of an absolutely disrespectful person I can be. Trust me, I know that needs to change.

I don’t want to be an asshole, I don’t want people to think I’m abrasive, etc….

But…I lacked judgement today and now I can’t stop dwelling on my absolute lack of respect in pushing for information that likely shouldn’t have been shared with me.

So, I’m going to take a few days and reflect on how I could have done what I did differently, and how I can improve in the future–because nobody likes a jerk, and I was a jerk today.

Anyway, that’s that and I’m sorry for not having posts out on time.

Alexie