I’m not going to say much about this. I’m probably going to be taking a hiatus.
I learned no more than two hours ago that one of my best friends, someone who I was going to have stand at my wedding when I get married, someone who was the strongest people I have ever met, died in a training accident in the United States Army in Texas.
I’m a fucking wreck right now. I’m absolutely broken. This man was my brother’s best friend, the first person he met where we currently live, and they were practically inseparable. And when I met him, there was an intstant connection. We loved each other like friends who call themselves brothers.
My brother and I…love this man. This compassionate, wonderful, funny, all-around amazing man.
I love this man. He was the best. And I don’t know what to do right now. I’m at a complete loss…
I’m broken right now. I’m…I just…I don’t know… I’m lost.
I love you, Cole. You’re one of my best friends…and you’ll be a part of me forever…